Possibly, not alot of people know about this blog anyways :)
Too little followers so its okay to talk bout personal stuff on this blog.
Anyways, as you know, I've been single for over a year and a half already. It's like damn...Outta the game & still outta the game, but somehow I got over having someone to cuddle with at night & I got over having someone to talk to all the time about my personal problems & I got over having to miss that person or even having to report back to them about my day & such.
It's been over a year. Why do I not feel the need to HAVE THAT? Is there something wrong with me? I don't know if my past serious relationship really hit me that hard to the point where I only feel like I can only depend on myself to make MYSELF happy. Maybe it's the fact that I can't get over how unhappy someone else can make you feel and they aren't even related to you. After that last serious relationship, I can't take guys seriously. To be honest, I think like a GUY because I want to relate and understand all my male friends, gay or straight.
Girls and my male friend's girlfriends ANNOY the fuck outta me. It's like why the fuck would you act that way? I don't understand why it's even that big of a deal. Guys need freedom and girls always take that freedom away. Naggy and drama girls are the worst type of girlfriends yet most of my male friends HAVE that type of girlfriend. And one thing you need to know about guys is that guys don't talk to each other about emotional problems. Girls can go on & on & on x1000 about the SAME issue the WHOLE entire night.
This is why I hate being a girl. I understand & I don't mean to be that type of naggy/problematic girl but sometimes, being a female & having a female personality gets the best of me. I sometimes do bring the girl part of me into a friendship relationship with a male because I am having a bad day or I need to talk.
But girls who do that 24/7 in a relationship need to shut the FUCK up & leave.
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So as I'm sitting here with a beer next to my laptop, (who drinks coffee anymore anyways?), I need to u-turn back to my main point, WHY am I single & NOT looking?
Until recently, I was sort of/ maybe/ possibly/ not 100% sure but was being chased by a boy. Well, I can say, probably a man cause he is like ... late 20s. And to be honest, I did fall a little for him. But, did he fall for me? As a girl, I would say no. But thinking like a guy, I would say maybe. Why?
Let me list a couple reasons from a male's and female's POVS:
Females:
1) He doesn't call or text randomly which shows he's not thinking about her.
2) He doesn't show any interest unless the female makes the move first.
3) He probably just wants to get in my pants for the ride and then move on.
4) He's not like the words of a book where you can just read it, he's more like the cover of a book which says nothing about the interior of a book.
5) He hasn't kissed or held hands yet.
Males:
1) Super busy & doesn't feel the need to text or call until he is free.
2) Not even in a relationship yet so why would you constantly talk to her?
3) Is interested in the girl but has many other options that he's willing to explore.
4) Shy &/or is playing the hard to get game.
5) Doesn't want to make time for something that probably won't exist.
Okay. I'm definitely not an expert on love & relationships. (DUH! Look @ my history) but these are all legitimate reasons for what goes through both the minds of females & males. Posted these thoughts & given that I've taken most opinions from girls & guys.
Guys who gave me opinions on how to deal with this type of thing is:
1) Make the guy fall in love with you.
2) Don't bring drama into the friendship/relationship.
3) Don't sleep or fuck the guy if you want friendship/serious relationship.
4) ALWAYS HAVE FUN.
& lastly 5) EAT& COOK FOOD.
At last we move on, and onto my third beer of the night, all I gotta say is that I'm not going to make time for a guy who can't even make time for me. Anybody who is seriously interested in me should/would make time for me because I WILL make time for anybody who makes time for me (unless I'm @ work).
P.S.- I need to turn lesbian ASAP or if you got any hot guy friends who's interested in a 21 short haired asian female who likes to have fun & do random things all the time, HOLLER @ ME PLEASE! :)
P.S.S.- &If you are the guy who is interested in me & is reading this, why the heck are you lurking/stalking my blog/pages?
New Pictures (as a present to those who have read through the whole post!)
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