Monday, January 24, 2011

January 24th. 5pm.

Seriously. I don't feel like letting it out anymore. It's not like you or I will change because I said anything.

You don't like the reaction I'm giving you over the phone. But yet again, do I need to explain myself on why I'm feeling like shit?

You tell me, oh pick me up today after work and we'll go grocery shopping. And I'm like sure, kk.

I'm waiting for you to let me know when I should come pick you up. I text you at least 3 times and I call you about 5 times around the time that you do get off without any replies from you.

Next thing you know I get a call from you at 415 and you say, oh imma come straight back home and you don't need to drive me.

okay, what the fuck was I waiting for then? and then I ask you who is going to drive you and you tell me it's her. alright then I don't need to drive you to or from work anymore. I'm not trying to be jealous but you know that I think she likes you. And we have argued about this hella times. You always say, no she doesn't like me & no I don't like her. I don't want to hear you say that to me anymore. Nor do I want to fight about this anymore.

It pisses me off that you and her are always flirting around with each other. And when other people notice it now too & tell me, how do u think I feel about this situation?

You aren't really considerate and if I were to do the same to you, you would feel like shit too. Like how I'm feeling when I'm writing this on your bed waiting for her to drop you off at home when I have been waiting for your phone call for me to pick you up for the last hour.

I HATE THIS SHIT.