October 5th. 3am.

I don't underdstand why you don't feel a need to tell me anything. I just realize on this night, I dont know you. I don't know you what so ever. I don't have anything else hidden from you. But you have so much hidden from me. I don't know if I should or if I want to even know. If you didn't want to tell me in the first place, there is no need for me to ask you. I don't like asking you things because if u really wanted to tell me, you would have told me already. But if u haven't told me, you obviously don't want me to know. You expect me to love you too. But I can't love someone I dont know. Especially a person who can't give themselves fully to me when I have given most of myself to them already. I'm sorry. I can't say that I love you anymore until I figure this relationship out. Sorry. - estherbaby